#73 - Let It Grow

Let it grow, let it grow. - Lorax

We've been together for more than 5 months. 

And it's still counting.

Life has been hectic for me.

Everything must learn.

Have to braver than before.

However thank God for him who's always beside me without fail.

thank God for wonderful friends who cheers me up.

thank God for awesome friends who willing to visit me.

thank God for my family who's there to ensure me sleep early and have food to eat.

Simply LOVE all of them!

#72 - 飞行少年

Hello, it has been a long time since I updated this blog.
Reason being WORK!

Work has been taking up most of my time and energy.
Because of work I feel so tired and lazy to do anything.

Still, many things to learn at work. STRESS is the word.
Too many things to learn and I have to learn to be more brave.
But that's the hardest thing to learn.

On a happy note, it's my 5th month with idiot yesterday.
Although we always didn't get to celebrate together on the day itself.
But we are still a happy couple & loving each other every other days.

Just hope everything will be okay, at work or home or anywhere else.

#71 - I'm so stress, ahhh!

Stress! Stress! Stress!

When I stress, everything just went wrong.

I'll just start to panic. 

& I'll just forget to do this and that.

Ahhhhhh! If i continue to be like this, sure lots of scolding will happen.

But I don't wish that to happen too.

Haish! I wish to go back to DTE.

A place which I feel like I'm home.

A place where I have someone to depend on.

A place where everyone will help one and another.

God, can you tell me what I can do?

To not do the wrong thing? Not to panic? And get everything right?

Somehow thank God for idiot.

At least his there to listen to me grumble.

Sometimes while grumble to him, I'll feel like crying.

Is this job not my meant for me?

Should I just go study instead? Or change job?

But I doesn't want to let Andrew down. His the one who bring me in & bring me to this level.

OMG! I just feel so shit. )):

#70 - 2nd week

It's my 2nd week at AMK, also my 2nd week being an ATM.

All I can say being an ATM is not easy.

Lots of responsibility, stressful and must be serious.

If you know me, you know I'm those soft hearted people and who love to joke around.

Ask me to be serious and scold people, I think is hard.

But I know I have to learn, learn to speak up too.

So all I can ask is GOD PLEASE HELP ME!

Please let me be strong.

Dare to speak up.

And everything will be just fine.

God has been good to me.

When he knows I'm tired, he give me a day with no troubles and less people.

I love him! & he loves me too.

Last request God.

Please take care of Visfer and her lil'angel in her womb.

Please keep them safe and sound.

I'm really worried for her and she's worried for her angel inside.

This angel is all she wished for so please God keep her safe in your hands.

#69 - Random

Hehe, he wore the necklace that I gave him on Valentine's Day.

It looks nice, despite the ugly word. ^^

Mr. Shrek-wanna-be! ^^

#68 - Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day, IDIOT! ((:

You're my first valentine & it's our first time celebrating together.

Many hearts! 

Double dates on Valentine's Day!

So happy together! ^^

Let's have more double dates & double the fun. 

#67 - Stronger than yesterday

Days of horror started 3 days ago.
Working at a brand new environment, everything is different and no one to rely on.

Stress level increase as days goes by. I wonder will I be able to survive for 6 months. God please give me strength wisdom and guidance. I need to be stronger stronger than yesterday.

Thanks idiot for always being there to encourage me. I'll promise to eat ok? ((: